Down.

Lately I've been down

I can't say I'm sad

But rather mopey

And groggy

And bummed

I've been down on myself

The decisions I've made

And how they affect

Those around me

There's little weight

But all actions

Reflect back

Onto your character

And who you are

But like everyone else

On this planet I question

Who am I?

I honestly don't know

I'll probably never know

Maybe that's okay?

I want sharp lines

Clean cuts

But rather I am left with an

Assortment of in-betweens

These gray areas surround me

And even though they are fine

They make me feel

Down.

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